Saturday, July 5, 2008

Well this is fan frickin tastic.

I know I'm always supposed to look at the "bright" side of everything but REALITY CHECK IT'S OKAY TO BE SAD. Bad things happen, okay? Life's not pink, fluffy, and sugar-coated. Sorry.

1) I'm flippin tired of your mixed signals, okay? Make up your damn mind. Am I too young for you? Fine. I can wait. I mean, I have been for three years already, what's another two or so?

2) Augusta, the one week a year I look forward to the most, is almost here. "Then why aren't you excited, Simone?" I am.
But Emanuele won't be there.

3) I feel disgustingly sick every time I eat food.

4) I'M TIRED OF YOUR "SUBTLE" HINTS. AND PS, THEY'RE NOT SUBTLE. STOP KIDDING YOURSELF- YOU'RE HURTING ME.

5) I feel like we've gotten too close via text. I'm scared it will ruin everything.

6) I think I'm still [and always will be] in love with you but I haven't seen you in so long it's hard to tell.

7) I can't hide behind my phone forever.

8) If I had $250 I would download the entire show of Scrubs from iTunes in a heartbeat.

9) Every time you yell at him...
I can feel my heart get a little colder.


I don't know you But I want you All the more for that Words fall through me And always fool me And I can't react And games that never amount To more than they're meant Will play themselves out Take this sinking boat and point it home We've still got time Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice You've made it now Falling slowly, eyes that know me And I can't go back Moods that take me and erase me And I'm painted black You have suffered enough And warred with yourself It's time that you won Take this sinking boat and point it home We've still got time Raise your hopeful
voice you had a choice You've made it now Take this sinking boat and point it home We've still got time Raise your hopeful voice ..........etc